its not like ive even ever kept a written journal. so i could see this not working from the beginning. whatever.
So news: I am currently single (hey boys)
I am unemployed (for now)
i am studying a levels
and my dreads are cooool maaaan. and I went to france which was ace
all in all a good holiday
they take so so so long to put up anyway!!! blaaarrrr
WEEEKEND and fun, with x factor and BANGERS AND MASH.
OH MY GOD I KNOW HOW TO LIVE
i will literally have to take my hair down for this. lolololol
2. have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
yes! fn times. thats what reading is for! that was over 24 hours awake mate.
3. have you ever punched anyone in the face?
4. do you miss anything or anyone? -
yeah. sunday night ;)
5. what makes you laugh no matter what? -
6. have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
7. who was the last person u talked to?
8. what do you dislike at the moment?
9. name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
1. do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
depends who it is.
2. do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
3. will you get married?
4. will you be doing drugs in the near future?
5. do you lie about your age?
1. if you were to have sex right now would you use a condom?
nah. other means at my disposal ;)
2. are you happy with yourself?
nit right now. i ate 3 sandwiches. i am going to put on sooo much weight!
3. would you change yourself for the person you love? -
nah, a bit. but they have to love me for who i am
4. what do you tell yourself when times get hard? -
i tell myself to eat.
1. when did you last cry?
tooo too long ago
2. do you believe in religion?
4. what is currently on your mind?
the shitton amount o work i have
5. did you ever wish a close friend to death?
am i dumb.
6. have you ever made out until you ran out of breath?
yer lol. embarrasementtt.
1. have you done bad things with your parents near by?
lLOL SUNDAY NIGHT WAS FUCKING IMMENSE
2. did you ever fail the school year?
nar not yet...
3. have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
4. have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
5. do you think your future will be a good one?
yer hopefully :)
THE DEEP STUFF
1. Do you think you were raised well?
yer, ive had bare experiences that have made me learn alot from a young age.
2. Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE? -
3. How do you handle stress?
4. How would you spend your last day alive?
eating. having sex. and having a fucking binge on md.
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
all the time
6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick?
love. i havent got money now but i do alright..yeah
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
ma. do anyway. dont know any different. dont think my pa could hack it.
8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
shitty decision. probably have to be the friends. cos i could make more and i love my fam.
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
nah. unless it was me or my sister
10. What is the worst thing you’ve ever done that your parents DON’T know about
Never guess what.. edie got a job!
now she gets the moneytings!
Hopefully I start next weekend. Working on the coffee stall at greenwich market. SCORE. so hopefully like, AT LEAST £50 a day. and I might get more if im on my own and do the whole day.
because next weekend would be a trial, so i can learn the ropes etc. I'm excited.
Ya you know i was just going through some of the old lj posts on GUDU. and looking at all the beautiful dreads etc. BUT i realised something completely RIDICULOUS just now. that my dreads are meant to be a year next month. YEAH WHATEVER. why don't my dreads look like everyone else's, whose are a year old? mine are shitty, and plus ive been telling everyone else theyre like 7 months, because thats how old they look, plus i lost count, so i kind of went with it. HUMPHHH. I'm mildly pissed off. THEY SHOULD LOOK BETTRERRR.
I'm going to get a haircut. im getting the side shaved off again. and getting the word 'baby' shaved into it. thats what everyone calls me; ediebaby. LOBE IT. i am debating whether to keep the long side bit. I might go to the hair dressers and ask them if they can fit the word in without getting rid of it because eventually i want a chelsea cut, and it would be useful to keep it. but i don't care that much.
and I'm going to get a fringe i finally decided. which will 1) look frraking awesome, 2) pave the way for the chelsea cut fringe, 3) help me separate fringe from loose hair that will need to be dreaded. SORTED GUV'NOR.
YAR. SO THATS WHATS GWARNING. soon to happen
but proper pissed about the age thing. i mean people still ask me 'oh, so are you getting dreads?' or 'did you get rid of your dreads?' or ' are you growing your dreads out" NO IM FUCKING NOT. THEY ARE THERE, THEY'VE BEEN THERE FOR SOME TIME YOU DICKSPLASH. gaarrrr
you have been warned. tonight im going to finish my jacket, and do my hair. :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: caaant waaaaiiit, shhoould bee writing essayyyy :s
i got a boiler suit! proper working mans one. loving it. im weraing it riiiight now. mmmm blue and all in one. its an issue going to the toilet though.
OMG DO YOU KNOW WHAT I REALISED TODAY? HOW DISGUSTING IT IS TO THINK OF PEOPLE CHEWING COTTON WOOL. think about it.....BLUURRGGGHHH. eew ewewewewew.
end. for now
001. Real name → Edith Martha Mary
002. Nickname(s)→ Edie; Ediebaby; Pedo.
003. Zodiac sign → Libra.
004. Male or female → Female
005. Nursery→ Robert Owen
006. Primary School→ Halstow
007. Secondary School → DGGS
008. Hair color → Brown
009. Long/Short → Longish?
010. Loud or Quiet → Both
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera →Phone
013. Health freak → Nope. i wish
014. Drink or Smoke? → Drink and smoke
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Oh yes
016. Eat or Drink → Eat aaand drink
017. Piercings → None
018. Tattoos – Soon
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ Yeah
020. Been in a relationship → Yeah
021. Been in a car accident → No
022. Been in a fist fight → Yeah. well ive been punched twice...
023. First piercing → nowt
024. First best friend(s) → Alice malivoire
025. First award → Sports day. im fast.
026. First crush → Probably a teacher. LIES. french Louis
028. First big vacation → portugal every year up until i was like 8
029. Last person you talked to → theo or my sister
030. Last person you texted → Liam
031. Last person you watched a movie with → My mum? nikki.
032. Last food you ate → chewing gum or massive breakfast
033. Last movie you watched → Motorcycle diaries
034. Last song you listened to → Stay away - nirvana
035. Last thing you bought → sparkling water
036. Last person you hugged → my sister?
037. Food → rice and pasta
038. Drinks → peach juice, rum and coke
039. Clothing → comfy. small.
040. Flower → edith flowers
042. Colors → blue at the moment
043. Movies →A lot, anchorman..
044. Subjects → art
IN 2008..... I
045. kissed someone→ Yeah
046. celebrated Halloween→ Yes. badly.
047. had your heart broken→ No
048. went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone→ all day
049. someone questioned your sexual orientation→ yes! imos mum thought i was gay
050. came out of the closet→ slighty :s
051. gotten pregnant→ nooooo.
052. had an abortion→ Nope
053. done something you've regretted→ Yeah probs
054. broken a promise→ yes.
055. hidden a secret → Yep
056. pretended to be happy → Yeap
057. met someone who changed your life → i spose
058. pretended to be sick → yeah!
059. left the country → yesss
060. tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it – long term relationship
061. cried over the silliest thing → no. i dont cry
062. ran a mile → probably. that walk from deptford is a killer
063. went to the beach with your best friend(s)→ i wish
064. got into an argument with your friends – secretly
065. hated someone – Yes
066. stayed single the whole year – Nay
067. Eating → chewing gum
068. Drinking → coke and rum
069. I'm about to → go out. see liam. maybe go out with sissster
070. Listening to → fu gee la - fugees
071. Plans for today → just getting out
072. Waiting for → my sister
073. Want kids? → Not for now
074. Want to get married? → probs not, lets play it by ear
075. Careers in mind → tattoo artist
WHICH IS BETTER WITH A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes → eyes?
077. Shorter or taller?→ taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → both
079. Nice stomach or nice arms (for boys) → both
079. Boobs or Bum (for girls) → bewbs
080. Sensitive or loud → neither
081. Hook-up or relationship → both
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → trouble maker
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → too many times
084. Snuck out of your house → no actually
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → lol no.
086. Killed somebody → whut? im not admitting murder. gosh
087. Broken someone's heart →hope so
088. Been arrested → yeah
089. Cried when someone died → yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → sure
091. Miracles → sometimes
092. Love at first sight → not really.
093. Heaven → yes
094. Santa Claus → Duh
095. Sex on the first date→ dont knock it.
096. Kiss on the first date → hell. yeagh
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → No
099. Do you believe in God → sure. best explination i can see
1. What is your name: Edie
2. A four letter word: Edge
3. A boy's name: Edgar
4. A girl's name: Elisabeth
5. An occupation: Editor
6. A color: Eggplant
7. Something you wear: Earings
8. A food: Egg
9. Something found in the bathroom: EH? eau de toilette. yeah
10. A place: Europe
11. A reason for being late: Executing someone
12. Something you shout: Eh!?
13. A movie title: Everything Is Illuminated
14. Something you drink: Eggnog
15. A musical group: The Exploited
16. An animal: Earwig
17. A street name: Every Street
18. A type of car: a..um, elise? that sounds familiar
19. The title of a song: East End - Cockney rejects
If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
The Day of the humans is gone
How would you describe yourself?
i live it
What do you like in a guy/girl?
How do you feel today?
What is your life’s purpose?
What's your motto?
burn the evidence
What do your friends think of you?
What do you think of your parents?
oh bondage up yours! D:
What do you think about very often?
What is 2 + 2?
kids on the street
What do you think of your best friend?
the last war
What do you think of the person you like?
What is your life story?
right to work
What do you want to be when you grow up?
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
What will you dance to at your wedding?
aqui esta tu caldo. - i actually love daddy yankee...
What will they play at your funeral?
victims of a gas attack
What is your biggest fear?
the 7 seas
What is your biggest secret?
1 of the 2
What do you think of your friends?
What will you post this as?
Liam got arrested the other day. day before valentines. he had to stay overnight. hes a twat. he rang me at like 12, like "yeah, so i got arrested, just got out, can i come round?" i was like "yes. i fucking know you got arrested, because i made an hour and a half journey to london only to hang out for five hourse freezing my arse off for no apparent reason...then had to walk home from deptford. fuck you yes you can come round."
he had a pill on him. Billy was a gentleman and i sometimes think how much nicer it would be to go out with him or irfan...or carl.... :(